There's a select few people on here that know what im depressed about. These people hurt me like i've never been hurt before and all I ever did was love them dearly.

The funny part about all this...is that im the one being walked on..yet im the only one apologizing...how fucked up is this shit huh?

Are there faithful honest people left in this world? I feel used, abused, and emotionally scarred. I have done nothing wrong to these people, i've never once were on bad terms with any of them.

Apprantly asking for honesty is alittle too much to ask of them.

One in particular was my morale support, my heart, my soul, my everything. Sure i can live without him. But I think it would have been nice to let me down easy..rather then fooling around...then letting me go...for someone else.

Obviously...im just a phase. And a stupid girl.